Life always being as stale as it is now. People always say you can change the path your life is heading in but I've begun to think that is not true at all.
- I have made an offer on so many houses but for some weird reason it is never ours that is accepted... I have come across houses that have had everything I wanted and so much more so I don't believe I am aiming high with my expectations.
- In September I tried to go back to studying but couldn't get on to the course I wanted to do considering I studied like mad for it before hand. I am however going to try again in September this year so lets see how it goes.
There are so many more things but I'm sure you get the picture. I just get scared sometimes that I'm getting older, my life is pretty much the same and I don't feel I've lived it to the maximum that I can. Now I am even less motivated as I never seem to have the energy, I feel like an old lady as I go places and only think about the time I'll go home to relax. Everything feels like a chore.... Don't I sound awful! I really hope that my life takes a sudden turn...I just have to continue having faith!